It was October 2010, and I was processing the call of God to join the David McCracken Ministries team. A question uppermost in my mind at that time was, ‘Am I really called to prophetic ministry on a full time basis?’
One night while I was preparing dinner, I was listening to a podcast by Kris Vallotton in which he shared about a prophetic word God gave him. [1] It was:
“The prophetic mascot for this season is no longer the eagle, but the owl. Because the owl is nocturnal—the owl lives in the darkness, can see through the darkness and knows ‘who’s who.’”
He went on to talk about supernatural owl sightings that confirmed the word. As I was listening, two responses were happening on the inside of me.
Firstly, I was a little disappointed—the symbolism of the eagle for prophetic ministry had significant personal meaning for me. And secondly, as I was listening to Kris Vallotton’s stories about the appearance of actual owls that confirmed this word about a shift of season, I thought (somewhat cynically), ‘Well, we have been living in Australia for 8 years and have never once seen an owl.’
What happened next is a reminder that God has a sense of humour.
An hour or two later, our daughter returned home from visiting a friend after school. She came through the door and rushed up to me, excitedly saying,“Mum, Mum! I’ve just seen a whole family of owls!” There was a tree with a nest of them just outside her friend’s home. She was particularly excited because she could not remember ever seeing an owl in her whole life.
And inside I’m thinking, ‘Well you nearly got me there, Lord, but I still haven’t seen an owl in Australia!’
The following evening, The Hunk and I were leaving a friend’s birthday party late at night, and as we were driving up a road lined with trees I noticed a flutter of wings. I said to my husband, “I think that’s a kookaburra!” I would have gone on but he said, “Back up.” So I backed the car up, and right there was a huge owl on a branch, looking at us.
A few days later, my Mum visited us and she brought me a photo—of her own recent sighting of a native Australian owl.
And Then the Lights Turned out
Since I was very young, I have had a gift of discerning spirits. One aspect of this gift is the ability to see or sense any demonic spirits that may be operating in a person’s life (as well as places, groups and atmospheres)—and know quite clearly what these are. [2]
This gift was predominant in my ministry as an intercessor—but the season was changing.
Soon into my new ministry role, I noticed something unusual was happening. The gift of discernment of spirits that I had for most of my life was not functioning. It was as though Holy Spirit had turned the lights off, and I was operating in the dark.
What was even more interesting, was that as I ministered in personal prophecy during these early days, the Spirit was leading me to the very people whom I might previously have avoided, had I been seeing what was motivating or oppressing them. This happened over and over again.
I was embarrassed at first, but then I woke up to what God was doing.
He was teaching me to see people as He sees them, breaking down my former judgments and stereotypes. Teaching me to see as the owl does—in the dark. enliven Blog
No comments:
Post a Comment